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I wish I was more passionate about... well, everything, I guess. I've got a bad habit of sitting back and waiting for things to sort themselves out, even if I want to pursue something I'm rarely motivated enough to do so. It's... it's frustrating how many opportunities I miss out on because I'm just to damn lazy to 'chase my dreams', as it were. Something has to change. Too bad I'm not motivated to push for it. I'll learn my lesson someday. Note that I'm actually in a good mood now, this is just... a realisation of sorts. Doesn't mean I'm depressed or anything.In other news, going to see The Dark Knight with Wernyoh, Lachlan and probably others tomorrow (well, today). I wasn't the biggest fan of Batman Begins, but this new one definitely has me interested. I've got really high expectations for some reason. We'll see whether they're justified or not. Might meet up with Em, might not. Not really sure how I feel on that whole situation, since that was one impetus for the first part of this particular post. Oh well, we'll see what the future brings, I guess. God I'm sick of saying that.Going for coffee tomorrow morning, too, presumably with the usual people. I'm looking forward to that, it's nice to get myself up early and go out to meet friends while the day's still fresh. Always puts me in a good mood. Tomorrow's going to be fun. Be nice if I felt like sleeping, though. 1a.m. has become an early bedtime, and 4a.m. late. I might have to do something about that, too. Tags: blarg, friends, general, work Current Location: Home, still Current Mood: awake Current Music: Neko Miko Reimu
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i've had a bit of a shift in the past few minutes. ate some dim sims and had a nice warm shower. my stomach has calmed down a bit, but now i'm not concentrating on not throwing up my head is a bit of a mess. oh well, i get that a lot. i've developed a crush on a friend, so that's kinda nice, but it's a bit lame that it doesn't look like it's going anywhere. not like that's a new experience, but y'know, i'm used to that too :p whatever though, right? i'm not in any mad rush to date somebody new anyway, meeting up with rose and realising how much love obfuscates people's qualities to me kinda put me off the whole love thing a bit. i prefer to see people the way they are. i had fun with her last night, even if i was only conscious for a couple of hours. god i need sleep, my vocalbulary has shrunk like crazy. i know what i'm trying to say but the right words seem to be hiding. eh, that isn't new either. i've spent the past couple of minutes debating whether to even post this, but i did say i'd post more now that i'm back in depressed mode so here it is. Tags: blarg Current Mood: cold Current Music: Scar Symmetry- Holographic Universe
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